My mood at this moment

Although my lectures will be start tomorrow, i still at my hometown now. This is because i have to go to see specialist tomorrow morning. Therefore, perhaps i will miss the first 2 lessons of my second semester. Now, i feel very confused. I'm really curious to meet all my friend tomorrow. Actually i started to miss you all since the second day after the holiday started. In contrast, i'm very scared. I'm afraid the feelings we have established before are all gone. Everything have to start again.

Hope everything will run normal tomorrow (-.-)